sadness;happiness; boredom

            Saturday April 30th 2011 turned out to be one of the saddest days I've ever experienced. That day was the day of the actual funeral. At first I was doing pretty good but about 5 mins. into the whole presentation thing, I couldn't help myself. I was suddenly hit with the reality of it all. Containing myself was out of the question. What made me cry hardest was one of the cutest things that I've seen (but very sad). The father of the girl(my cousin) went up with his son to the coffin, very silent, he spoke softly to the little boy, leaned down and kissed Meghanne on the forehead. The moment was almost magical, and it seemed just like the way a parent would kiss their child goodnight. Realizing this, it's like he kissed her goodnight, forever. At this point my emotions bubbled out, it took me quite some time to get me through this without bursting into the wailing cry I do when I'm alone. One other part that made me break down was the last part of the service, after Meghanne's body was driven away and her older sister let the doves fly. The priest/minister/ person conducting the service explained it as the doves representing Meghanne's soul fly away. Somebody mentioned that all of the doves were flying in the same direction, which is what her soul would be doing. It made me so emotional, and others as well. I wish her the best up in heaven. R.I.P. Meghanne.


          Sunday May 1st 2011 was fun. I had slept over at my sister's house and stayed there till late afternoon. The only highlights of this were;

• eating tomato mac&cheese soup <--omnomnom make me feel better:)
• informing my sister that my family and I might be moving out of the house we currently live in.

And that's about it for Sunday.

         Today, Monday May 2nd 2011, I did several things wrong, lazily and was bored for more than half the day (pretty much up until I started watching Adventure Time, which is my new obsession. After that I watched 18 to Life and then caught up on my Degrassi, which actually made me cry because I didn't want the season to be over.). Here are the reasons as to why today was not righteous at all;

• I woke up late and had to run to get to school on time (if I'm late one more time I'm getting a detention:$)
• I had absolutely NO IDEA what I was doing in math
• In English we got the wonderful sub that  nobody likes(reasons don't need to be named)
• Careers and History are in French-what else is there to say
• I'm pretty sure the $20 I got from my neighbor is for last weeks unpayment and next week( which still make me underpaid since $10= for last week $10= for next week and to make last weeks payment full and complete I need my earnings to equal $30.

Although today some pretty righteous things did happen. I watched my wonderful shows I'm obsessed with, played on Club Penguin(had to make a new account though, had no homework and, I finally got my clock to the right time. To make this day even out a little bit, I'm going to take a nice bath and then a shower (bath= relaxing, shower=getting clean because with a bath you just sit in your own filthy water).

           This song got me through Saturday; Mayday Parade- Miserable at Best ~ My lovely friend Ryan did this cover : )  

             This link goes to one of my favourite episodes of Adventure Time

             

Life lesson; (Which I learned from Degrassi today) Don't make anything except your life be your life.