That one day

           Today, Friday the 29th of April 2011, I had expected it to be much worse than it really was. Here's what happened:

• School; I didn't want to go AT ALL, I mean who really does  EVER? But, still it was just terrible since I suffer  from insomnia and can't sleep. UGH, bug me SO MUCH it's such a pain. I even told my mother to phone in for me and say I'm missing school for the Royal Wedding (which I didn't actually WANT to watch, I just wanted to sleep in. Besides I ended up watching after school anyway), but unfortunately for me she wouldn't call so I was stuck going to school. But, this was kind of okay since I mean I'd rather be awake than sleeping life away (literally). Besides, anything I learned was really simple stuff, I got time to work on my English project and for Careers and History we watched movies:)
• After school; I thought I'd be leaving right away to go to the funeral home but instead was able to watch Video on Trial and part of the Royal Wedding(my dad recorded it).
• The funeral; was pretty hard at first and I almost broke out into tears but Meghanne looked so peaceful, I really do wish her the best. 
• After the funeral; I got into my comfy clothes:) and watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire(which my family is watching because we decided to watch an H.P movie everyday until we watch all of them that are out, which makes it seven days total). This movie did my parents good because they were feeling depressed after putting too much thought into it.

All in all today was pretty good even though it was pretty hard on me. Some people wouldn't really honestly be able to deal with that funeral, but I think it may be because I cried myself out on Wednesday. It was sad how during only the first few minutes of arriving people were sad, except the closest realatives being my aunt, uncle, her parents and her sister(since her brothers were a little too young to fully understand what was happening). Her sister's friends was also pretty sad because she was Meghanne's sister's bestfriend, who was almost like a sister to her. To see all of this emotion made me depressed to think of how emotionally scared that part of my family will be, losing a sister/daughter/granddaughter at such a young age.

 "Death is the hardest part of life

not for those who have PASSED

but for those who are left behind.

they are forced to grasp the concept

of leaving this earth to another ATMOSPHERE

that we call HEAVEN, but they call home."

R.I.P. Meghanne~ let the angels take good care of you, you are in God's hands now <3

Life lesson; even if you expect more, be happy with what you've got because one day it will be gone