;if you don't mean them, words are just empty ideas

      SoOoOoOoOo...uhmmm... I figured it out! I'm going to write a blog every Sunday and every once in a while I guess it's just going to be a sparatic thing :P...yeahh. So, what happened this past week (May 21st[...apparently I forgot to write a blog on Sunday night last week...my bad] to May 29th)? Honestly, not much, but in the same way a lot. The thing is, not much actually happened to me, it was more along the line of what was going on through my head. Let me lay down the basics:

• Saturday May 21st-Sunday May 22nd, I didn't go to my grandmother's house and instead stayed home all weekend. borrrring. But what did I do? Well, all that time I played a lovely RPG(role-playing game) called Dragon Age: Origins...yeah I do realize how geeky that is, I mean who even plays RPGs? Answer: me.
• Monday May 23rd was Victoria Day here in Canada and what did I do? I "worked" on my English project with my friends...not really we climbed a tree and went swimming, anyway after that I ended up staying over night, since they're my second family and all:)  ...some people actually think I didn't go to that friends house and instead went partying..LOL they obviously don't know me that well...I mean I haven't even gone to another party like that since last summer:$
• Tuesday May24th back to school, which I attended because my friend's mom drove me to school:)..do you see how that staying over night at a friends house works? hehe:) SO, today was the day that I started doing this thing where I write my friend's letters, once people don't respond I stop writing to them for a while then eventually will send them an angry letter asking why they didn't tell me what their blood type was. LOLJK, but that happened to my friend and her Japanese pen pal:P. 
• Wednesday May 25th- Thursday May 26th, these days were pretty much a continuation of the letter writing;)
• Friday May 27th, I'm still writing letters to my friends, we plan on giving each other letters through mail during the summer. So when I got home, I started reading this book I got in English class that I have to read for my FSE (Final Summitive Evaluation). The book is called, "Night" and it is SO creepy, it's about the holocaust, good but creepy. Anyway so I ended up going to my grandma's and staying there over night today, 'twas awesome.
• Saturday May 28th, woke up in the morning feeling like Pdiddy, oh wait, no, I woke up in the morning feeling fresh and lively, not hungover. Started the day continuing to clean my grandma's house, got a text from my sis asking me if I wanted to go and watch my niece, Emily, perform in her talent show on Sunday, I said yes, she picked me up. Stayed at my sister's house overnight.
• Sunday May 29th, woke up feeling good. Went grocery shopping, went to watch my niece perform, she did very good<3 :), and I "won" my sister $50 in the 50/50 draw at the show by holding the tickets. Oh yeah, I got a call from Shoppers, I'm gonna schedule an interview, going in tomorrow after school...pretty pumped(and it's only to schedule it:D )

      So...yeah, that's about it. Oh wait, that isn't it. So, apparently my friend has been sexting a guy that was my friend at the beginning of the year, this is where the title of my blog falls in...she leads him on to thinking that she's the kind of girl that would actually do stuff(which, even though it's what she wants to be, she isn't). Honestly, I don't really get the point of sexting and saying things you're never (EVER) going to do...like hello do you know what that's called, LYING. Do you know what lies are? Empty words filled with no emotion, they mean nothing and are only there to fill the void( and not very good). What void? Well it's the thing  all human-beings have no perception of : THE TRUTH. This "truth" we all know is so drastically flawed that we lie to ourselves, so even when we think we're telling the truth, we're not. This, I would presume, is caused by the trigger in our minds that cause us to think we're better than we actually are, this causes us to lie, and causes us to try to make it look like we're better than everyone else. So, I'm pretty sure that's about it FER REAL.

    What songs have been stuck in my head this week?

• Revolution- Originally by the Beatles (but in the case of the link sung by Jim Sturgess)
• Calvin the Coroner- PT Walkley
• Swing Life Away- Rise Against
• Thrash Unreal- Against Me
• Guts- All Time Low (ZOMG THEIR SONGS ARE FINALLY LEAKED:D)

"Shooting for the stars,Desperately reaching for something in the dark,Pictures of memories buried in my heart,Lie awake and dream of the endless possibilities,Catch my breath and go for it."~ ATL Guts

Life lesson; Break habits. OH...and don't ever EVER lie;)