First off, there's the idea of moving and the thoughts that come with it; is it really what I want? Am I really willing to leave my life behind and start over, almost completely? The answers to these questions might not be answered for a while but for now I sort of like the idea. Epiphany: My heart travels and I won't really be happy until I find it right? So maybe I need to move on and find my heart, get my head out of the clouds and join the REAL WORLD, not just the one in my head.
Secondly, there's the whole what am I going to be thing..you know the "what do I want to be when I grow up?". To answer my own question, I want to be happy. Hopefully I make the right decisions to get me there, and hopefully I don't take the whole "being happy" thing TOO seriously. Epiphany; I don't even know what makes me happy so, really LIVING in the present could help.
Last but not least, the obvious one, responsibility. This also sorta ties in with where I'm going to end up in life because, let's face it, if I can't keep up with a blog there's no way in hell that I'll be able to take the responsibility that comes with saving somebody's life. Epiphany; life is fucking hard. Also, I don't think I'm going to be able to do the whole a blog a day thing, which I was originally aiming for, life is too hectic..so I'll have to figure something out.
What songs are stuck in my head today?
- Maroon 5- Misery
- Against Me!- Thrash Unreal (these guys pretty much went against what they fucking stood for and became sellouts...but I still like their music)
- Minor Threat- Guilty of being White
- Black Flag- White Minority
"There's just something different about you it's so unusual and i've never met anyone like you,
and i'm hoping that you feel for me
like the way i feel for you Cuz, i just can't stop thinking about you ♥"
Life lesson; Don't sign up for anything you aren't willing to take responsibility for.
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