LONG LONG LONG TIME NO SEE

baha, I'm BAAACK, it;s one week before my birthday and let me just sum up everything you've missed
school boring homework all night
babysitting job stressful started last week
it's a week before my birthday.

don't think I'm gonna be able to do anything for my birthday though...just like every other year, I give and give and get nothing in return, I know it's supposed to be that way but I never ask, it's been this way for 16 years, my birthday consists of eating cake with my family until they leave me and I'm all alone..


^almost put that on tumblr, but too many of my friends are on there and I don't want them to think I'm going to try and make them give me stuff...

gahhh school, makes me want to die.

    Alright, so as one would have guessed school is in session it started last Tuesday. Of course I'm a tad bit late considering I completely forgot to write a post last week due to the fact that school is actually already stressing me out. Anyways, here we go, this is what happened from Tuesday August 30- Monday September 12;

• Tuesday August 30- Got my schedule changed for school and now it's a lot harder than it was before FML. I am an idiot. Then, went to St.Clair and picked out my mom's books for her while she filled out a parking permit thing. Went to Costco looked around and ate then went home where I cleaned my room and slept :3
• Wednesday- Started worrying about school being around the corner, stayed home in bed tired, didn't do anything, didn't want to do anything, the usual. 
• Thursday September 1st- Stayed home for a bit then went to my friends house, went for a walk then to a store where I called my mom to come and buy me stuff, she did:3 Then went home and slept.
• Friday- time to drink! haha went to my friend's house and had some rum, she was drunk as FUCK but hey whatever we're allowed to, school was going to start soon, gotta blow off some steam
• Saturday- woke up and felt like shit, went home and then got ready and went to eat Chinese<3 and go watch a movie:) ~rise of the planet of the apes~ not the best in my opinion
• Sunday woke up, feeling good then went to my friend's house where we pulled an all-nighter to get back on track for school.
• Monday- Went home, then slept.
• Tuesday- woke up, fist day of school, felt pumped to be able to see everyone, braced myself for my classes, bio is a lot harder than I expected.
• Wednesday-Thursday- repeat of what happened blah blah school work.
• Friday- picture day, the day I wake up late for school, so I show up starving and looking half decent, COULD NOT WAIT until lunch, where I devoured my lunch in like 5 seconds. Went home, went to Leamington to go to Ardene's<3 and got some pants, falling in love with a million other things in the store. Went home and slept.
• Saturday- cleaned, vacuumed, got a visit from my sister and then got the okay that I could invite a friend over:) So my friend came over at like 10. 
• Sunday- woke up, ate, walked around for a few hours with my friend and came back to my house where we creeped people on facebook>:), then she left and I watched tv and tried to sleep.
• Monday- back to school, ready for round 2? Hmm, not so much, it was warmer today and I liked that. The actual school work wasn't that hard but there's a quiz tomorrow in biology and I forgot my binder at school so I'm gonna study hopefully during lunch and/or Physics(which appears to be my easiest class). Walked home with my friend and partway with some guy and half-planned our bio project(oh yeah, I forgot to mention it, we got it on the second day...GREAT)

 What songs have been stuck in my head lately?

• Against Me! -Borne on the FM waves of the Heart
• Against Me!- Burning Bridges
• Against Me!- Tearing Down the Walls

Lots of Against Me!:)

Life lesson; Don't be stupid if you have homework or a quiz the next day, study, you might regret it. Also, referring to how terrible I looked in Grade 9 it's not cool to not care about how you look(to a certain extent yes but just showing up a school isn't a good idea). Now, referring to how preppy I looked for some of Grade 10, it's not cool either to dress up like it's semi formal everyday, you're not impressing anyone. 

*I know the life lesson should be somehow in what I wrote but I decided that since I'm so lazy today I'm just going to have my thoughts at this current point.

**Going back to that whole how terrible I've looked so far in High School, now that I'm starting to know how to dress myself GOOD, nobody recognizes me, except my friends:$ ...but, I kind of like that

***Also, since the 10th anniversary of 9/11 was this past weekend on Sunday I'd just like to say, may all the beautiful souls r.i.p. and be remembered, and may all the heroes be remembered as exactly that, heroes, without them many more people would have perished.

where was I all of last week?...I apologize in advance for this being long.

 No seriously, where was I? I don't remember at all and since when did it become 1 week before school starts, huh?  so confused. It's like I must have been in a coma or something. But, let me try and remember my past week and a half:

•  Thurs. August 18 2011, I remember being at my sister's house because I slept over then if I remember correctly I went home, where I checked on my neighbor's cats then went on tumblr.
• Fri. August 19 2011 I finished painting my room, which now looks amazing by the way;) and went to Wal-Mart to pick up a gift for my friend.
• Sat. August 20 2011, woke up and got ready for my friend's sweet sixteen(AWWW YEAH!)  then, went and bought her a card(because I'm the kind of person that does everything last minute). Went to my friend's house and partayed(WOOT) -slept over.
• Sun. August 21 2011, went home later than I had expected and got yelled at by my parents, then went to my gma's to clean up.
• Mon. August 22 2011, I'm pretty sure I stayed home all day, slept and went on the godly website called tumblr.
• Tues. August 23 2011, did exactly what I had done the day before but I also went for a bike ride(turns out my bike is now a piece of crap rusted to extremes.)
• Wed. August 24 2011, stayed home in the morning and slept then my mom came home and we went "blueberry picking" (we just bought a box and some frozen yogurt;)) then went to Essex to buy some stuff, got a shirt;). After that we picked up my brother, went to the Leamington Hospital to give my dad his insulin, we became violaters of the law(by parking in a 15min. parking spot for 30min.). Went to Wal-Mart to attempt to find my twig of a twin some jeans(because he's so skinny they pretty much don't make a size for him). Found two pairs. Went to Ardene, got me some boots, ate at McD's then went back to the Hospital where yet again we violated our parking rights(but nobody cared) **on a side note; my dad was in the hospital for a blood transfusion, because he didn't have enough in him, this was supposed to make him feel better instantly, it failed.
• Thurs. to Friday August 26, went to my gma's with my mom, was going to have a yard sale but I was too lazy so we decided to not have one.
• Sat August 27, hung out with my friends all day;)
• Sun. August 28, everyday I'm tumblring (which may be the cause for our internet usage going over the limit:/)
 

Well, that's about it, can't believe I forgot all about this. :/ 

  What songs have been stuck in my head this week? Only one actually

• Bad- The Cab  (kind of sounds a bit like Bruno Mars-The Lazy song, but it isn't!)

Life lesson; Don't get too caught up in what you're doing because you could be missing out on something important.

and the stress piles up

    LATElateLaTe. I might as well just start calling this the late blog:P Anyway, summer's almost over and that means school starts soon, already got my school supplies and already thinking about what I might be able to switch my art class for. So anyway, not much has happened this past week from Thursday August 11 2011 to Wednesday August 17, but I'll explain it to you anyway:

• Thursday August 11 I was getting ready to prime my room and decided to invite my friend over, we primed it and then went to her house to sleep because at mine there wasn't exactly anywhere available.
• Friday August 12 woke up to a text from my dad telling me to call home, so I did and my mom had gotten me school supplies. A while later she texted me saying she was coming to pick me up because we were going to my grandma's. So, I called her, went to my grandma's where we moved furniture and I made signs for a yard sale for the next day. After we went and actually visited my grandma it started thundering so my mom and I were covering furniture with plastic and moving things inside during a thunderstorm.  During this time my mom found a baby bird and decided to take it in for the night. Right in the midst of feeding the bird the lights went out, scared me( let me explain to you that the house we were in is old, creepy and a lot of people think a ghost lives there). Early night(but not for me because my mom was making the weirdest noises in her sleep causing me to stay awake). The lights came back on around midnight then I fell asleep.
• Saturday August 13 moved all the stuff to the front yard for a yard sale, sold a few things then as it started to rain we moved everything back inside and went home.
• Sunday August 14-Monday August 15 I sat around in my basement sleeping on the couch too lazy to do anything (I regret this)
• Tuesday August 16 I put a second coat of primer on my walls then went to sleep more:3
• Wednesday August 17 I woke up and went to Windsor with my mom, visited my grandma and am now at my sister's waiting for my neice to come home from the zoo.

That's it...BORING and I feel as if I wasted my entire week...-.- gaah, in a way I'm excited for school, in another way I can definitely wait.

What songs have been stuck in my head this week?

• Careless Whisper-George Michael
• The Lazy Song-Bruno Mars
• Here it Goes Again-Ok Go
• Forget About It- All Time Low

...I've noticed a lot of my songs are repeated...I need to listen to more music and get online more...

Life Lesson; Instead of sitting on your ass all day wondering why you're not getting anything done, get the fuck up and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

time goes by too quickly

      It seems as though it was just the other day that I wrote the last post, must be because I was going to write it earlier but decided not too... ahah well, big news, I'm no longer moving which is a problem, but also great. It's a problem because it means I did a whole bunch of work for nothing, but it's great because I won't lose anything I have here(friendships, school, job opportunities etc.). So besides that, I'm still going to change my room, fix it up a bit...might get hardwood flooring. Changed my furniture, swapped it for a darkish wood thing, one of my dressers is antique and its wheels are actually made of wood. Anyway, let me describe what happened from Tuesday August 2nd to today, Wednesday August 10:

• Tuesday August 2nd-Friday August 5th all I did was work at my grandma's preparing for the move that isn't going to happen anymore(BOOO!!!) super pissed about it, but whatever.
• Saturday August 6th I sat around watching old tv shows all day not wanting to do anything at all.
• Sunday August 7th, I went to my friend's house to sleep over, but during that time went to my other friends house to go swimming, went to Shoppers and got texting back on my phone and watched a wonderful movie(Just Go With It)
• Monday August 8th I left my friend's house around 230 got home and then went to my gmas.
• Tuesday August 9th I found out we're not moving then went to my gmas to prepare for the yard sale were having over there soon to get rid of the stuff we no longer need. Got word that the town of Amherstburg flooded and my sisters basement did and a whole bunch of things got ruined. Got home  to needing to call my neighbours who found a little baby bird that was starving to death, I went over decided to bring him home to take care of him but a few hours later he died. Even though it was raining, I went outside, dug a hole in the ground and gave him my proper "funeral service". I tried to get a hold of  my neighbours but there wasn't an answer and I wasn't about to leave a message(it's not something I like to do).
• Wednesday August 10th Brought my white furniture to my gmas for the yard sale and took the dark wood furniture to my house. During this time I got a text from my neighbour asking about the bird to which I replied with, unfortunately he passed away:(.

THAT POOR BABY BIRDIE!:( R.I.P. even though I only knew you for a bit I didn't want you to go.

    What songs have been stuck in my head this week?

Answer:same as the last post...and Twelve Days of Christmas(seriously?What is this?)

"It's a dream, that's all it ever will be, don't give it up and don't reach  too high for it either because maybe once you stumble to finally get there, you might be let down"-my dad

Life Lesson;When there is a choice that involves other people don't think that what you want will always be what everyone else wants, discuss it and if it can't happen, don't sit around and wallow in what could've happened, go out there and experience what is happening.

trying to catch up with reality before life just passes me by

      So, it's now August and not much has happened at all this past week, but I will explain it anyway(and the reason for my title, which will be further down). Alright, so here's what happened this past week from Tuesday July 26 to August 1st(it will say I posted it the 2nd, which is true but since it's still the first for me, let's just go with that, alright?) 2011:

• Tuesday July 26 Went to my sister's the night before, stayed there the night and decided to stay there another night
• Wednesday July 27 Was at my sister's, went home and got caught up with tumblr and facebook.
• Thursday July 28 was pretty eventful, hung out with my friend Alyssa for the day, went home for about 15 minutes then went to Eliza's house for a sleepover
• Friday July 29 woke up went home right away took off the net on my trampoline (preparing it for the move), had shishkabos and such, no internet.
• Saturday July 30 woke up and felt the need to do something, packed up the car and truck with boxes to bring over to my gma's, went there, unpacked, came home and ate dinner late, went to bed, no internet.
• Sunday July 31 woke up feeling like doing something big, brought the carpeting for the upstairs living room and some boxes to my gma's, also brought my cat so she could get used to the house(she REALLY likes it, especially the upstairs:). Visited my gma and uncles (and aunt). Carried the carpeting and a recliner up the narrow little stairs that are pretty dangerous if you're not careful, set up that area a bit after sweeping, washing and swiffering the floors. Went down to the basement moved some stuff, swept a bit. Went to town to get some food supplies, watched a parade that was going on, ate then went to my uncle's to pick up a GIANT HEAVY desk, which we attempted to put together but decided that it wouldn't fit in the house and just left it. Went downstairs swept cleaned up a bit and went home. Late dinner, no good was SO HUNGRY for a while. NO INTERNET AGAIN.
• Monday August 1st Civic Holiday, wanted to do something productive so I went "under my house" to take boxes  out to bring to my gma's or throw away put to yard sale etc. etc. Sister called for my brother and I to go over but I decided I didn't want to go, brought my brother to my uncle's for my sister to pick him up there(a lot closer than going all the way to my house). Went to my gma's and put boxes downstairs, cleaned(well, not really I mostly sat around lazily watching my mom clean). Went home, made myself rice for dinner:3 , found out my mom passed a course she was having trouble with with and 80%  so went to get donuts to celebrate:) YAY I've been craving them a lot, so I had 2...kinda feeling  little  fat right now, but oh well!

  That's it, oh and title is the getting caught up with everything on the interwebs with my friends and everything...I got so caught up in my personal bubble I forgot about my social life.

     What songs have been stuck in my head this week:

• Santa Baby (in this link it's Taylor Swift but y'know it's just the song santa baby that was stuck in my head...ALL of the versions)...why do I have Christmas spirit when its SUMMER?
• All Signs Point to Lauderdale-A Day To Remember fell in love with this song the moment I heard it because it's truly the story of my life.

...yep that's about it

Life Lesson; you can't live your life boxed away from society for fear that something is going to happen...well I guess you can, but you shouldn't

sudden realization;it's monday

   Alight so, this week I don't really have any reason for being late except tumblr...that website owns me now:P Anyway so this week I pretty much started falling for that random guy who added me on facebook and we were going to hang out today but he never went online for me to ask if he was coming and I decided to cancel because I'd have to leave at 4 anyway to babysit my niece and nephew. Alright, here is my week:

• Wednesday July 20th-Friday July 22nd, tumblr, tumblr, youtube, talk to that guy and maii friends, trying to make plans for the next week. 
• Saturday July 23rd did exactly what I did before but I also went to timmies with my friend
• Sunday July 24th EVERYDAY I'M TUMBLRING. and youtubing:P Also found out today that while my sister and bother in law were on vacation he had a biking accident and broke several bones.
• Monday July 25th woke up feeling okay, ate, stopped feeling good, decided I wanted to be in bed longer, found out I'd have to cut the hang out short, cancelled it, still haven't talked to the guy today, tumblr, youtube, leaving to my sister's soon...A.k.A whenever my parents decide to come home from Windsor.

What songs have I been playing this week(and absolutely love<3 )

• Blizzard of '89- The Ready Set
• Time Travel-NeverShoutNever(...well it's not the full version yet but...yeah)
• I'm Ready- Jack's Mannequin
• Kiss it all Better- He is We
• Blame it on the Rain- He is We

This week I realized how much some people rely on other people to feel good about themselves, and how much other rely on social networking sited to brag about things like how many friends they have...sorry, but if you have to brag about how many friends you have most of them probably hate you...I also noticed the way only the slutty girls get compliments but anyone who is beautiful and completely not slutty might only get one...MAYBE.

Life lesson; Don't rely on other people to feel good about yourself for a moment, boost your self esteem and feel good about yourself no matter what others say (fuck the haters, they're just jealous).